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Confession in sepia II

The time comes to me right, I'm making up each time the sun rises
and the world for me I'll put overburden, it changes the wind blowing in my favor.
Will I have a habit of survive all that I could beat
and abuse my laws ground floor now and I know where I have strong feet.

-Kico Gómez. "Odd" -

With a year behind ...

After four days it was cold, dark. Was installed in December with all the sadness and the desired future can be frozen without notice. The surprise hurt by the inappropriateness of the chosen date and circumstances further complicated things. I was where I was, even that was inappropriate and inhospitable place. It was a sleepless night and the false warmth of the bodies attached, the breath and tears to breathe a little life to all that died during those hours. Elsewhere there was a party and we were no longer even though I insisted that if we were missing but no one will miss. Morning rain and wind, pain, shame and doubt under umbrellas that deadened the tears or the coup. At noon the sun came out. Elsewhere they were holding a dinner to which I would have liked to attend. There was alcohol and a football game. Everyone had fun and got drunk. I returned to my home alone, ate hot soup but could not be anything in my stomach choked and wept when he saw a gift on the table ready for the party to which no was. I took pills to sleep and dream, clinging to the hope that it could be no turning back. But that last Monday in November was just screaming and crying on the phone. The insult that has no arguments and the desperation of the terminally ill when the unilateral decision is taken and no reason to explain. All the love suddenly taken away without an option to any claim. And a sermon on the importance of maintaining composure, not to stay put.

December was installed in the cold, snow and gloom. I said I was prettier than ever and probably true, although I do not believe it. I appreciated the friendship showing happiness. I went meals that ended in kisses on the mouth and dances dirty. Overcoming the fear was success and discovery. An impromptu dinner bridge I revealed the hidden personality which until then was almost unknown and gave me no reason to be sad. What at first lived as a gain loss at the end was very good friends who brought happiness to my life.